there was this one thing that you knew you would lose, you didn't know if it would be tomorrow or a decade from now, but you've had it all your life, and you honestly knew that losing it would leave an empty part of you for the rest of your life? I feel that nothing can prepare me enough for when I lose it, or for life beyond that point, and that no one is giving an honest effort to prove to me that they care about me by caring about what I know I am going to lose, and that once it is gone, there will be absolutely no way to begin to replace it. This is the second time today I've cried about it, a total of more than an hour and a half today. It is a living thing, so I'm trying to make it feel as happy as possible while it is still living, but I really would rather go with it myself than have it leave me. I don't know what to do, what to think, or anything. I feel as though it shouldn't die, and that I should, because I'm not as innocent of a being as it, even though I've done nothing.
2007-03-24
08:09:55
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