Okay this is the deal. I have been married for 9 years. Our life, relationship and marriage was perfect.
Now, he doesn't ask me how I am, how I feel or if I am okay. I have not heard a warm and loving SINCERE statement in a very long time. I don't know if he even really loves me to be honest. He is the type that will just stay in a situtaion rather than leave, as it is a lit easier for him I think. When I ask him...he says, of course I love you poo...you know that... NO YOU DON'T. I feel like I am the person who does the laundry, cooks the dinner, makes the sandwiches and takes care of everything. I am sure that he has not been faithful as he loves everyone when he is drunk. (but me) He hangs on people and tells them how bitchin they are. His eyes do not light up anymore when he looks at me. I have myself conteplated an affair, not for sex, but for someone to hold me, squeeze me and tell me everything is alright. I can't cry anymore. Help me...I am making myself sick.
2007-03-22
08:16:56
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