I am feeling a little down today. I just found out that my soon to be Ex husband (been separated for a year and divorce is in process)is engaged to some other girl now. I don’t have any feelings or anger towards my ex, but, I don’t know why I feel down just by hearing this news….
This was my “2nd” arrange marriage. My first husband was a complete psycho. He was very possessive and controlling and it was just unbearable to continue living with him. With my parents support – I left him when I was expecting my daughter. This 2nd marriage was, from the start just horrible. It was an arrange marriage too. I fell into complete depression and gained about 20-25lbs, my hair has also thinned out; I just don’t look lively as I did before I was married. He used me to obtain a green card – as soon as I figured out his motive, I cancelled everything. I am trying my best to shape up and look prettier, I just am so tired and feel drained all the time. Plus, I live alone – so I have bills flying everywhere. I work as an accountant, and go to school fulltime(doing poor in school at the moment, coz I just don’t have the energy to study at times). I have been online dating this person for sometime, but, YOU KNOW!! Online loves can be tricky and dishonest. Anywayz – I found out my ex is engaged, I am honestly NOT jealous…but, I just don’t understand, why I feel soo confused hearing this or down….Please HELP EVERYONE
2007-03-13
08:55:26
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