My boyfriend has been giving me mixed signals lately. First he posts a blog on myspace describing how much he is in love with his ex wife still. As soon as I see it, I pack my bags. But when he got home and saw that I was packing and leaving, he told me he loved me and didn't want me to go. I am so tired of feeling like I come second. I'm so tired of feeling like every time he says he loves me, he's thinking of her. I can't even stand to hear her name come out of his mouth. It immediately depresses me. Seeing her face, hearing her name......it makes me so depressed. So depressed, that I can't even bring myself to cry. Why can't I ever find a man that will love me and only me? Why can't I find a man that will actually notice how big my heart is? I don't know what to do......My mind just feels dead. I feel like a zombie right now. Like I'm just slowly prolonging my depression. I've already spoken to him about it. I'm just not sure what to say anymore....
2007-01-05
18:34:59
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Abby C
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