At the time I was 18, he was 27. He had done this about 2 or 3 times.But the one time we were in bed talking about sex,he reached near the under the bed&pulled out a metal pipe&put it on my neck, I lay there&was laughing but I saw in his eyes he was kinda getting off on this. Then I pretend it was nothing &starting play fighting him back. He also used his hand&a belt, once.
One time we were arguing&I wen&lay on the couch&he came in the room&lay on top of me caressing my body as if were about to get intimate but using a voilent touch&then he starting saying in a calm voice 'I'm sorry, but u are so disobedient, I'm ur everything u can't talk back to me.I'm your alpha,omega,ur begining ur end,do u love me then u gotta do what I say if u want this to work'
I still love him today but cuz of his violent money driven lifestyle he was murdered last year,by a guy he was fighting with I never told anyone this but I wanna reach out now, it still bothers me, wondering what he would have done
2006-12-04
18:20:52
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