I am about to be divorced, I can't have kids, I'm in a temp-job that feels like the time will never be right to turn permanent. Until I get my own place, which is pretty impossible without a permanent job...I am staying with my parents. My step-dad acts like he hates my guts sometimes (always has) and I just feel like being happy again is so out of reach. I wonder what in the world is my purpose ? To make other people appreciate their lives because they may realize how miserable I seem at times ? I feel like I'm just a feather floating around in the wind, wandering aimlessly and just going with the flow...living moment to moment. When I make plans (like to stay married forever and have kids, etc)...well, you see how that turned out. So...any words of wisdom out there for a girl having her pity party tonight ? Oh, and my brother's in jail, I've never met my biological father and my best friend never has time for me now that she has a child...whose sick all the time. I'm just in a rut !
2006-11-28
10:52:49
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Marriage & Divorce