it sounds so sick. at first, it was a thought that horrified me. it scared me because i though about him dwelling on it for life, and i though about how eas it could be happening here. it also reminded me how close he comes with death.
but i've started to think about it alot. i think about him coming home to me, after a day on the killing fields, soaked with blood, and taking me. i fantasize i am an iraqi woman, and he has made me a widow, and now he has come to take what was once the wife of the man he has killed. sometimes i immagine he raided my home searching for weapons, and killed my husband because he moved suddenly. now he takes me while my husband is still alive but dying. in my dream, i'm torn between love and hate. i want to strangle my boyfriend, as he is a killer, but my desire overcomes this urge. in reality, i just want him home.
am i going crazy or what?
2006-11-26
15:42:54
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carol h
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