it sounds so sick. at first, it was a thought that horrified me. it scared me because i though about him dwelling on it for life, and i though about how eas it could be happening here. it also reminded me how close he comes with death.
but i've started to think about it alot. i think about him coming home to me, after a day on the killing fields, soaked with blood, and taking me. i fantasize i am an iraqi woman, and he has made me a widow, and now he has come to take what was once the wife of the man he has killed. sometimes i immagine he raided my home searching for weapons, and killed my husband because he moved suddenly. now he takes me while my husband is still alive but dying. in my dream, i'm torn between love and hate. i want to strangle my boyfriend, as he is a killer, but my desire overcomes this urge. in reality, i just want him home.
am i going crazy or what?
2006-11-26 15:42:54 · 3 answers · asked by carol h 1 in Family & Relationships ➔ Singles & Dating
Just STOP!!! You signed up for what he signed up for being his girlfriend. You cannot blame him for doing his job,, and doing what might be saving his own life,, Yes some people kill in defense of their own life.. I would suggest you seek counseling,, to deal with your guilt by proxy!!
2006-11-26 15:47:45 · answer #1 · answered by kitkatish1962 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
first u are not crazy,and u are not alone but u are sick. you are having a not a mental breakdown but it has an opposite to mental breakdown,do not worry,but do go tell your doctor believe it or not he has a pill that help,s honest it,s a real condition.
2006-11-26 15:52:29 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 1⤋
No you're not going crazy... We all have strange fantasies.
2006-11-26 15:47:14 · answer #3 · answered by Jason 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋