My life I have done some bad thing in my life, that I wish I had not done, I really fell confused about my self nothing seem to keep me happy everything gets me angry or really depress for example girls created to be our wives, friends, and life companions, but some of this girl that I have chosen have just broken my heart I think that I am to ugly too fat too nice too ignorant too naïve and anything that girls do not like that is what I am. I hate pity from other people, if I get it is an insult. I really hate women because they all have broken my hearth for example Daniela she never liked me, she was always to cool for me, then came aracely and aurora they never liked me even though they knew I liked them they rather make out with Fernando another son of a *****. Leah is another girl that just makes me mad as soon as she brakes up with arana she decides to come to work with another son of a ***** and kiss in front of my face. Here I am 18 years of age never had a real girlfriend or sex with a girl that I did not have to pay for sex. Work for a bum paycheck, cannot do good in school because of all the drugs I used do not have a decent look or car. The only hope I had was this girl name justina that is 13 years of age that has more boyfriend that I had In my entirely life, she finds this bum named Andy and starts to make out with him probably was sucking his dick while I was a couple of feet away in her own house, this really is a ****** up ***** that has no care for anyone, I like her but a part of me is hurting so bad that I wish I would of never meet her, I do not understand myself one side wants to say **** it, another says forget her, you do not need her just stick to school . But without her I will go back to being the fat guy I was born to be, however her sister she is nice, so I think this is really mess up what she did having me over to her house while she is making out with a guy that she meet. Well how about if I whore the one in Andy’s case, well then things change, I change my opinion, I see things much different she is leaving to another place but the fact that she was doing what she was doing really makes me mad, disgusted I really think that she is a little hoe, but ones again what about if I where the one making out with her, would I think the same? I have to think every hard I been messing up on school for this girl, starving myself for a girl, that was doing I do not what, with a guy that she thinks is hot, I am sure that he was rubbing her making her really horny, while she touch his dick, and he was about to **** her. The question is what do I do?????????????????????
2006-10-05
18:33:46
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