MY Entire LOVE LIfe? If u have time to read it??????

Question

My life I have done some bad thing in my life, that I wish I had not done, I really fell confused about my self nothing seem to keep me happy everything gets me angry or really depress for example girls created to be our wives, friends, and life companions, but some of this girl that I have chosen have just broken my heart I think that I am to ugly too fat too nice too ignorant too naïve and anything that girls do not like that is what I am. I hate pity from other people, if I get it is an insult. I really hate women because they all have broken my hearth for example Daniela she never liked me, she was always to cool for me, then came aracely and aurora they never liked me even though they knew I liked them they rather make out with Fernando another son of a *****. Leah is another girl that just makes me mad as soon as she brakes up with arana she decides to come to work with another son of a ***** and kiss in front of my face. Here I am 18 years of age never had a real girlfriend or sex with a girl that I did not have to pay for sex. Work for a bum paycheck, cannot do good in school because of all the drugs I used do not have a decent look or car. The only hope I had was this girl name justina that is 13 years of age that has more boyfriend that I had In my entirely life, she finds this bum named Andy and starts to make out with him probably was sucking his dick while I was a couple of feet away in her own house, this really is a ****** up ***** that has no care for anyone, I like her but a part of me is hurting so bad that I wish I would of never meet her, I do not understand myself one side wants to say **** it, another says forget her, you do not need her just stick to school . But without her I will go back to being the fat guy I was born to be, however her sister she is nice, so I think this is really mess up what she did having me over to her house while she is making out with a guy that she meet. Well how about if I whore the one in Andy’s case, well then things change, I change my opinion, I see things much different she is leaving to another place but the fact that she was doing what she was doing really makes me mad, disgusted I really think that she is a little hoe, but ones again what about if I where the one making out with her, would I think the same? I have to think every hard I been messing up on school for this girl, starving myself for a girl, that was doing I do not what, with a guy that she thinks is hot, I am sure that he was rubbing her making her really horny, while she touch his dick, and he was about to **** her. The question is what do I do?????????????????????

Answer 1

since pity makes you angry, ill say that i pity the b****es that dont value your affection for them. many might say that you have anger issues(not problems, i dont think its as bad as to be called anger problems) but the best phrase for you would be 'if you lie down with dogs youl get up with fleas' which means maybe you need to find yourself a new set of friends. i did it in highschool. i was the goth hoe in school but then i decided one day that it would be better to be alone than to be labeled like that anymore, so i was a loner and no longer goth and i stopped using because i was no longer around the people that i needed to feel cool around. sometimes it might seem worse to be alone but at least alone you can have a dignity and a pride about yourself instead of always being the 'other' guy or the guy that tagged along. to eliminate your problem would be to eliminate the connection to the problem, aka the b****es. good luck

Answer 2

for one thing at 18 you are way too old fora 13 year old girl. Also maybe you come across as too needy or even down right rude from some of the things you wrote. As for being fat all i can tell you is that until you are happy with yourself and love yourself you would't feel any different if you were thin. Your emotions seem to go from one extreme to another at the drop of a hat so counseling might also be a good idea. Your self esteem is very low so even when someone tries to help you, you take it as a personal attacka nd get all pissed as you probably did about this message. Chill life doesn't have to be this hard if you don't want it to.

Answer 3

you are entirely too young to have to deal with things like this. the real world is nothing like that. there is so much more to life than wondering who some 13 year old little girl is doing or not doing. my advice is concentrate on school and do the best that you can and later when you are done go out in the world and make something of yourself. you'll be able to look back and laugh in a few years and show them where you are now.

Answer 4

Well, i dont think you should starve and think about a girl so much it drives you insane.. Let her go and move on.. Focus on school because its not the girl your going to depend on for the rest of your life its going to be your education, Without education you get no where, Get your marks up in school, Stop focusing so much on girls and sex and trying to make girls or a certain girl like you.. if a girl likes you then she will like you for who u are and not for what you look like, neways try to focus on school and get a good education then go on to college or university and get a good education and a good job and support yourself because its not the girl whos going to be paying the rent and the bills, Enjoy life while you can and make the most of it dont waste your time on some girl who doesnt feel the same way about you.. move on boy and waste your time on sumthing better!!

Answer 5

The first thing you need to do is change your whole outlook on life and stop going after sluts. Try going for girls with morals, who may be not as good looking as a slut but will make you feel better about yourself. Stay in school and get yourself a good job and you will be able to have anyone you want and pay for liposuction!

Answer 6

Damn!! Cool down man cool down. Look at your age. You are so young. You have every thing to change any thing. Just you need is self confidence. First of al relax. Cool down. You know if you are not good looking, and you are fat too!! That worsens the things. Look, you can not change your look. But you can very well change your way of looking. It’s all game of sex.. of body!!! You are starving for bodies of girls and they are dying for same hot and good looking body of guys.. So what is so big deal? Join some good gym. do hard work and make your body solid that any girl could not over look you in big crowd. Yes look is essential but girls’ for look can not over look strong body. And girl having experience of sex can never over look strong body of man. They are just dying for strong body of guys. You know one fact!! Smart and good looking guy can make happy any woman just being with her. But, strong man can give heavenly pleasure to any woman in bed that a normal and average good looking or smart guy can not give. So my dear, cheer up!! Make your body strong. And that will make you strong to get any one of them who are trying to insult you. Good luck.

Answer 7

Do you feel lonely, unpopular and a reject? It is because you see it that way. If just control your lust and use your brain, i am very sure you will turn out to be a winner. Be positive and patient, slowly but surely your life will change.

Answer 8

you need to realax first of all.

second you sound young and trust me it will get better. You have to know that its not a sprint but a marathon so pace yourself.

Third, just relax it will get better.

Answer 9

get counseling your reall y messed up in your head kid.and if your 18 stay awawy from 13year olds thats rape duh.and u shouldnt use a computer well you drunk your babbling go to sleep.

Answer 10

it might have taken a life for writing this bored stuff

sam;)