All my childhood was passed with her beatings and abuses.
I find it difficult to talk to others. I am a very shy person. With no friends at school and college. I even skipped 5 jobs in the last 3 years and had been with unemployment.
I am at present 30 yrs.
My mother now takes me to a spiritual leader since last 5 years complaining about me to him. He preaches sermons about how to be a good person. He is said to have divinity in foreseeing things. There was a bad marriage and i got divorced. But that person didnt tell me about the bad girl, even if he can forsee things.
My parents take me to him all the times, and he always ignores me, says all will be good.
All the life has been torture, I feel my mother still wants to control me using spiritual man. Since I dont have any career, i cant even live my own life, I am afraid even to marry, since the last ex-wife has filed wrong cases and put me in jail to grab money.
Sometimes i feel like commiting suicide...
2006-09-24
04:00:11
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donald
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