How is it that EVERY person I deal with, family even worse, I'm putting myself in the position to get hurt physically or mentally? I hae to spend Xmas & New Yrs. completely alone. People always discriminate against me & make fun of me, beat up on me, take my money, tell lies on me, cheat me. I'm about to cry right now. I'm trying very hard not to call the crisis hotline or commit suicide. I already cried earlier today. I'm about to cry again. Either that or punch or kick a hole in the wall. My brothers came ALL the way over to my house, just to get their kicks out of violating my pet peeves & laughing @ me, & whispering, talking bad about me. They even stole some of my CD's & DVD's. My brother was INTENTIONALLY smacking on his food, & I told him. Don't do that because you'll trigger off an anxiety attack for me. He had this, "***** I know u ain't talkin' 2 me"-type look on his face & then smacked more & LOUDER. I was curteous enough to feed them. When I put on my earplugs they laughed.
2007-12-24
16:14:34
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Mental Health