Well, normally holidays don't depress me. But this year, I'm so depressed I can't even eat. But then again I was suffering depression all year-bad enough where I needed to be hospitalized & couldn't focus in school. Last yr. was the 1st yr. I spent Christmas without my family-I was living in a homeless shelter. I'm pretty sure I'll be completely alone this year with no one to call me, but my family will be expecting presents from me but won't think twice about buying me anything. I'm better off alone & without them. I know the reason why I'm depressed. I say the holidays have nothing to do with it. I'm stressed & worried about my future-what to do next year. Debating on whether I'm going to go to school, work, or both, or just take a BREAK. I suffered several anxiety attacks this semester, & they put a block on my school registration because of DISORDERLY CONDUCT, & they thought I was a danger to myself & others. All I did was cry & hyperventilate, saying how I can't take it anymore.
2007-12-20
09:07:13
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