On friday I attemted suicide by taking 40 - 50 valium tablets, I was taken to hospital and I amazingly survived (I was taken out yesterday). I spoke to the support workers and I told them I wanted to die because of the bullying I get at school (I'm 15) and I also used to self halm. Me and my mum were asked to go to school today to see the deputy head teacher and he said we will do all we can as this is a very serious matter.
But my mum just looks like she cant cope with all of this as my brother (24) suffers from depression, and she had to put up with this kind of thing before, its as if she is saying 'I dont want another mental one in the family', and she did say she shouldnt have had children. I know I will get support from these workers but my mum just wants it sorted quickly, finished and forgotten, she doesnt ask how I feel or anything and doesnt like talking about it, I just feel alone and always have done.
Please could someone else share their thoughts on this matter?
2007-09-19
01:13:01
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