I love my husband. Our marriage hasn't been perfect. I've been wrong on alot of things, but I've never cheated ever, and never will. However, a couple weeks ago, I accidentally found websites that he visited for internet porn. Not just one, but several. Infact, he has an online file upload account. Our sex life is good, but I did notice he did something slightly freaky, and when I asked him where it came from he said "nowhere". I knew he was lying to me. Now I find myself checking my computer and his everyday...knowing that it will be there. I'm not a bad looking woman at all, but I feel ugly. Porn doesn't bother me at all.....it's the lying, and hiding it. A few days ago, I found evidence that he attempted to secretly film us having sex. Unfortunately for him, I took too long putting our kids to bed, so when I found the camcorder and viewed the tape, it was just him setting it up, and laying on the bed until he fell asleep. What should I do? I feel scared and alone...
2007-05-14
03:55:17
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allthewiserspouse
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Marriage & Divorce