A few years back, I met a lady with whom I fell in love. She and I were good friends, but she was married, there were "issues" between her and her husband, but no matter the situation I never told her how I felt because she was married, but it hurt to hold how I felt in. I would never make a move like that towards a married woman. But I have never forgottenm her, and how much she meant to me, and still does. Now, 3 years later, I have found her again and we have spoken a bit. Just as old friends catching up, but I keep thinking about what might have been.
I had a dream last night, its kind of wierd, but I was on a road trip, and she was with me, and at some point, I left here behind, I didnt know where, but all I could do was panic, thinking of how I would find her again. Does this mean that, in my mind, I am ready to leave her behind, or should I remain silent about my feelings? I would love to stay friends, but I'll never know what might have been, and it tears my apart inside.
2007-03-10
15:35:22
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