Ever since very little I have been feeling like I have Psychic powers, when I was around 5 and 7 I would always, know who was calling my mom on her phone, or who would call my mom, what commercials would appear on the TV & well just little things, when I was 12 I once guessed the correct lottery numbers, & said that destiny’s child would be back together (right) before the radio did. In fact my radio woke me up & that was the first thing that came to mind, “Destiny’s child” & then they got back together. I really didn’t think it was anything.
And then a few months ago I started getting weird dreams, like I would wake up crying because they were so life-like. One was my brother would go on a long trip & die in a car crash.
I was so scared for him I didn’t really eat & just felt sick all the time, I stopped calling him (he lives with my dad) because I was afraid he would pick up his phone & get in a wreck. I told my mom & her friend (& her friends daughter) on the way to church & just started crying because I really don’t know, I hardly ever cry, (sorry this is so long) anyways I found out Monday (the dream was on Saturday) that my brother would fly to LA with band mates. That freaked me out even more, & then Wednesday I found out the left wing on his plane broke, & they had to shut down the air port for an emergency crash. It didn’t crash (thank god) but it was as if I knew it was going to happen.
The same thing happened again (only the dream was she was murdered by a cow) I know that’s silly but that same scary feeling came over me again, she was in a car crash shortly after, a “cattle” guard had totaled her ford focus, there was absolutely nothing left, she barely survived.
And then….I had my palm read. The lady said I had “very bad energy coursing threw my veins” & that my love life was very unstable & that I would “lead down a path of suicide.” She said that I was being used as “satins eyes” & I needed to seek help. I was so horrified & shocked that someone had said something like that to me; I refused to pay because I felt insulted & left. She started yelling something about dream catchers, & then that freaked me out…again.
The stress of these dreams are too much to handle I’m very calm & collected I make average grades & I’m extremely social, every 3 or so months when I get a ‘psychic’ dream I feel depressed & angry, I literately cant be around anyone, its horrible! I feel as if that person has died already, or I get the feeling this is the last time ill ever see this person again. something ALWAYS happens, and its always about death.
Okay, lately now I’ve been getting those simple “feelings” I got when I was 5 -12, about being about to predict little things, like what songs are about to play on the radio, you know just random little things.
Here is the question:
So will a simple dream catcher help at all? Or do I need to seek out a priest or something? I don’t tell people about my dreams because I know they wont believe me, & they’ll think I want attention. So how do I handle something like this? Is it even psychic related?
If it helps I’m 15, dyslexic & have ADD. (People can never tell though, I stopped taking classes & medicine last year.)
2007-02-05
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