I'm a freshman in college, and I find myself feeling very inadequate lately. I'm talentless. I wish I was smarter than I am. I wish I wasn't in a lower middle class family and money wasn't so tight. I want to see the world. I don't know if I can though. I'm not good at anything. I wish I could be philosophical, artistic, clever or intelectual. Sometimes I envy people. I can't roll my rr's in spanish. I know I should focus on the "good" things about me, but I don't know what they are. I was talking to my girlfriend about how I feel boring and she ended up not saying much besides "would I be in love with someone boring?" I'm just weird that's all. Sometimes I see our relationship as being boring. She lives two hous away now that I'm in college, and our conversations are often only "I love you. I love you. I miss you. I miss you." We've been dating a year, but sometimes I want to move on. It's not that simple. We talk about being together forever, etc. Sometimes I just want change.
2007-02-05
16:58:19
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