I'm 15 weeks pregnant. I was convinced I wanted an abortion, went to the clinic, and turned back, much to my mans relief. I don't know why, I just couldn't do it.
My question is, is it normal to go completely nuts while pregnant? All I do is think about how huge this all is, and that I can't handle it. I feel the baby kick and I want to scream. I cry over everything. I have a short temper and have fantasies of throwing things like vases at my family members heads when they make me angry. . All of these thoughts go through my head. What if my fiance leaves me? What if I don't love the baby when it comes out? What if I get worse after the pregnancy and I find myself needing to be locked up?
I feel I am going mad. Sometimes I wish for a miscarriage just so I can get out of this mental hell. I have heard that pregnancy hormones can be rough, but this is nuts. I'm going to see a therapist tomorrow due to my soon to be husbands pleas. He believes I have flipped my lid as well.
Anyone else??
2007-01-11
15:02:02
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sunshine_and_pecan_cookies
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