I am already 24 yrs old and have yet to reach any kind of success. In fact, my life has been held back by severe depression and lust problem. Despite my conditions and frustrating environment, I tried hard to fight through all that in a hope that life will get better in the future. That is why I stayed away from drugs, alcohol, tobacco, sex.
Yet, the result is my life didn't get better. I keep struggling as I get older. I have yet to reach any kind of financial success. It seems so depressing and miserable that I wonder why God created me in the first place if my purpose was to suffer like this most of the time.
Does God create everyone for a reason? Why did He even create me if my life is full of sufferings, mental torutures? I try to be patient but I have been suffering for a long time and it is too much for me to keep going like this. No matter how hard I try, my efforts isn't enough. My prayers didn't work, too for some reason.
2006-10-23
12:54:02
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