sometimes at night if im not using computer/ipod ext. i will go deep into thought. i somehow start thinking about scary things. i worry about death of myself and my family. sometimes i even get scared about ghosts and my house is a little bit scary. its big and has lots of antiques and old paintings and makes noises and chandleers and religious paintings. not often but sometimes, pretty rare considering i usualy have a dream but sometimes, i have nightmirors about dead people. like once i dreamed about a fieldtrip on flying pic-nic tables to a graveyard and a bunch of dead people on the ground and in open coffins were laying around, like that. i feel like god gets mad at me for tinny, little things. im too old for this, im 15. it makes me not able to sleep. i stay awake with my eyes wide open staring into the dark. im too embarased to tell anybody. i once mentioned "if im up at night i think abou scary stuff" and the person i was speaking to said "me to." so, is this normal?
2006-10-21
18:54:15
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