I lie. I lie constantly. I lie to myself. I lie to my family. I lie to the one most incredible person in my life...my girlfriend whom I hope to spend the rest of my time on earth with. I have a wonderful mom and dad that have taken exceptional care of me. I have plenty of friends. I surround myself with all of these people, yet I still feel alone. In my eyes I will never deserve the respect and love of the people I care about. They have no idea that I feel this way, either. When I am sick and perhaps need medical attention I do not inform these people because I believe they are better off not worrying about my welfare. I truly love the people I call friends and family. I would gladly step in front of a bullet for any one of them. However, I would not let them do the same for me. They think they know who I am, and I let them go on thinking it. They are clueless of my true thoughts and feelings. All I want out of life is to feel happy and make the ones around me proud. Why do I do this?
2006-10-11
20:10:33
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jayfro
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Pain & Pain Management