. I FEEL THAT I SHOULDN'T GO, B/C I HAVE HAD TO GO THROUGH ALOT OF PAIN .. TO ACCEPT THAT HE DIDN'T ACCEPT ME AND THAT I WILL NEVER GAIN HIS ACCEPTANCE AND THAT IT IS OKAY, AND THAT THAT'S WHO HE WAS, AND HE DID WHAT HE WAS ABLE TO DO.. THAT I AM WHO I AM B/C OF HOW HE WAS, AND THAT HE WAS A DECENT MAN AND I AM ABLE TO LEARN WHO HE WAS THROUGH OTHERS, THAT I DON'T NEED TO DEPEND ON GAINING OTHERS ACCEPTANCE .. I TRIED TO GAIN EVERYONE'S ACCEPTANCE ALL THE TIME, AND IT'S HARD KNOWING THAT I WILL NEVER HAVE HIS, AND I AM FINE WITH THAT, BUT WHY WOULD I WANT TO GO THERE AND DIG UP ALL THESE FEELING AGAIN.. MY MOM AND SISTER ARE LEAVING IN A FEW HOURS.. BUT I NEED SOME ADVICE ON WHAT I SHOULD DO.. GO, STAY, AND WHY I SHOULD AND WHAT POSITIVE THINGS CAN I CONVINCE MYSELF OF.. I AM ONLINE, AND RESPOND WITH ANSWERS TO ANY QUESTION ASAP.. BIG DECISION AND DON'T WANT TO REGRET THE DECISION I MAKE.. I NEED TO DO WHAT IS RIGHT FOR MYSELF. AND NOT CARE ABOUT ANYONE ELSE...
2006-09-29
21:30:00
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