ALRIGHT, I NEED SOME ADVICE ASAP.. I LIKE AN HOUR AND A HALF.. ALRIGHT.. I WAS RAISED BY A MAN, WHO DIDN'T REALLY ACKNOWLEDGE ME AS HIS DAUGHTER AND IT IS NOW OBVIOUS IN HIS DEATH.. HIS BIO DAUGHTER, MY SISTER AND MY MOM, ARE GOING TO OHIO TO TAKE CARE OF SOME THINGS, AND HIS FAMILY WHO ALSO DIDN'T GO ABOVE AND BEYOND TO ACCEPT ME, ARE GOING TO DO SOME THINGS TO PUT HIS DEATH TO REST, AND I AM NOT SURE IF I WANT TO GO, HIS FUNERAL WAS IN JAN. I WENT, AND HAVE BEEN BACK SINCE AND THINK THAT I WOULD BE UNCOMFORTABLE TO BE THERE, BUT MY HEART WANTS TO BE THERE B/C I FEEL THAT HE WAS AND IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE MY DAD, HE RAISED ME SINCE I WAS 3 (26 NOW) AND GRANTED, I WAS MORE THAN REBELLIOUS, LOVED HIM AND AM GRATEFUL FOR HIM, I LIVED THE LAST 8 YEARS TRYING TO GAIN HIS ACCEPTANCE AND HIS LOVE, WITH NO LUCK, I FEEL THAT I SHOULD GO TO SAY GOOD BYE AND LET IT GO. I FEEL THAT I SHOULDN'T GO, B/C I HAVE HAD TO GO THROUGH ALOT OF PAIN .. DAMMIT, FIND MY NEXT POST PLEASE... THANKS.. ALICIA PT.1
2006-09-29
21:19:14
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