i hate myself.i dont wanna live anymore.drugs cant help me now.something inside me is missing.i feel as though i have no soul, yet i still feel, why?i hate depression.i dont like being angry at things, yet i always am.i want to be loved, yet theres nothing to be loved for inside. . . of me.i see and feel everyones acomplishments and pity myself for not having the heart or soul to be just like them.i've tried to be other people my whole life.i feel i dont have the ability to be myself. everyones acomplishments sicken me.friends have no meaning,family are there to move you along but yet they cant help my sorrow.lovers are hard to come by and my luck is a plage upon my so called "soul"i hate myself for hating myself but what can i do? i feel everything in this world has meaning except me.
2006-07-12
18:26:34
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UltiMega
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Mental Health