About a year a half ago, I found a breast lump and now I have several. They don't grow very quickly though. I also have pain in my back and shoulder blades, pelvis and ribs sometimes. But then I'll go for weeks with no pain at all. My right side where my liver is hurts now and I feel like I'm getting fatter around the middle even though I don't think I've been eating more or anything.
I have 2 kids - great kids whom I love with everything I have - ages 13 and 15 and I want to live see them grow up and have children of their own, I really do. But for some reason, that doesn't seem to be enough to make me overcome my fear of hearing a doctor say I have cancer and having to be examined. I know it's stupid, but I am very modest and I hate to be touched and I'm terrified of anyone seeing me naked. I know, you're wondering how the hell I had 2 kids. Well I haven't always been like this. But anyway, what is wrong with me? Why aren't my kids enough to make me want to get treatment?
2007-12-31
17:11:37
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Someday Soon
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