I dont have a blog, and i couldnt find any paper to write on so i decided to come on here.Lately I have been doing lots of thinking about my life and where I am headed. I realized that I have always gave it my best when it came to life. In high school I tried to fit in with guys who never gave me a chance. I tried so hard but ended up a failure, and now im bitter in the inside, more than ever. It's like no matter what I try to do i always feel i will fail. When i am old i dont want to look at myself in the mirror and think about all the times i ended up with nothing in return, for all the hard work i put in. I have a dream to go somewhere in hockey, but I am faced with challenges that keep me worried that i may not succeed. I mean i never made a JR A team, and JR B teams would only take me as a practice player. I just moved away to play for a community college team, and i am not guaranteed a spot. Tryouts are a few days away and i am nervous that i may get cut. im almost out of words
2006-08-15
17:26:19
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EMUmonster
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