When I am hurt by others, I turn the other cheek. I strive to be selfless and pray for forgiveness when I fail. Every day I suffer and my prayers are never answered. All I want is love. Everyday I see the way to be loved is to be someone I don't want to be. (Abusive, controlling, egotistical, self centered) I am none of those things and I can't bring myself to be like everyone else. If God is merciful, why won't he help me at the very least cope with my dispear. Everyday I wake up with the fealing that God wants me to be something horrible, and I'm being punished for my resistance. What should I do?
2007-06-10
01:10:25
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