It is very hard for me to ask this question, as it is a source of real pain and remorse. I am very active at my church, and have a loving boyfriend that I will probably get engaged to, and yet I struggle with lust. Sometimes it's fine and not there, but about a few times each month I'll get the notion to lay in bed and think of sexual images, imagine certain scenarios, to the point of reaching some sort of sexual climax, usually by pulsing myself, followed by intense guilt... How can I end this once and for all? I hate myself after these "episodes." Even when I hear God telling me to stop in the middle of it, or whenever, I just ignore it...! I can't bear to tell anyone else about it-- it is too embarrassing and would cause my loved one so much pain... Please help. Why is this happening, and what can I do about it? Please, brothers and sisters-- honest answers. Thanks for your time.
2006-10-26
02:09:58
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reba
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