When I hung around the mega-church, I tried to. In my singing and prayer, but it never felt sincere or real like the love I have for real people whom I have real relationships with.
I mean, I know, you say you love him, but what Im doin is getting real witch ya. Honestly, do you feel real love? Its a lot of effort to imagine love for something you cant know.
You say the spirit fills you and then you know him...know him how..by some spasm of endorphines? Seriously now, I was a part of all that so talk real with me, dont spit me back some fundie cliches "you must open your heart"...say that to my face...say to my face I didnt sincerely try...cause that what it always comes down to right..."he didnt REALLY open his heart" .
God speaks to some differently...thats the next one right? Well, thats some hell of an advantage they got, cause if I heard him loud and clear like Moses on the mountain, everything else is super easy for there....
2006-08-14
12:43:56
·
27 answers
·
asked by
Anonymous