Carlos my love,
I have missed you so much today.I hope you thought of me as often. I have tried not to cry today but the tears came anyway. I am so very afraid that my time with you will soon be over. I know that your children are the most important people in your life. I dont want that to change,they need you.I just want to be second in your life. No more lies no more half truths, to me or Sylvia.We deserve better.We have both given you our love unconditionally only to be hurt.You have big decisions to make and I pray that I will be a part of your future life. please dont hurt me anymore. Never doubt my love for you.There is nothing I wouldnt to for you,except share you with another woman.I want to be your wife one day and grow old with you.I am sorry that Sylvia is telling your children that you are dead to them.But you are going to have to be strong, tell her the way things are going to be.These things take time.I will be here for you holding your hand.I promise to love you always.
2007-04-24
09:53:14
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