Two years ago I fell for my friend who is straight. We are really good friends, and I really value his friendship. So I tried to block him out of my life. I came up with silly excuses to avoid being around him too much. We go to the same college and majoring in the same field. So we usually ended up in the same classes. But then I started to schedule my classes to avoid him. Slowly it felt like the feelings were going away. Now we are both seniors in college and have ended up in the same classes and sometimes end up spending time together, studying or just hanging out. Today we were talking and all I wanted was to kiss him. I fear my feelings for him might be coming back. He knows I am gay and I know he is straight. But I keep falling for the same guy. I thought I had gotten over the fact that our friendship will ever be more than what it is now but I guess I was only fooling myself. What can I do to get rid of these feelings? I am tempted to avoid him again and cut him out of my life.
2007-11-29
12:57:39
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