I feel like I have completely lost my faith in Christ as Saviour of my life. I pray just because i feel like I am supposed to. And not signifigant prayers either, but the little self serving prayers like "Oh God help me here." I have read the Bible maybe once on my own in the last year.to try and have any sort of relationship with God. I know that I am saved, but I feel like the seed planted on rocky soil. When I first became a Christian, 7 years ago, I read the bible every day like 2x a day. Now I read it at church. I am depressed, I have lost my joy, and I am starting to live like I used to before I was saved. I just feel like I am too bad for God to help me. I have thought about suicide lately. I have zero self control, except when it comes to cheating on my wife, but I still look at chicks with lust in my heart, which is the same thing. I don't know when to rely upon self control or when to rely on God, (the Bible says both). Any Scriptural Help Please? I want a dynamic
2007-11-29
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