I really want to believe that, but i cant. My life is really bad, and a couple of weeks i was real close to commiting suicide. I feel very lonely in life. I never really had a dad in life, my sister never is home because of her boyfriend, my mom is the only person i can talk to but she is always at work and doesnt understand me because she grew up in Russia where it was different. All my other family is in Russia, so i have no real family. I dont have alot of friends, never had a girlfriend, never been on a date and i am already 21. I hate the way i look because of braces, big nose (broke it couple of years ago), freckles, tall and skinny (6'2" 140lbs). Everything about my self i hate and i regret so much of my life. It is my fault that i have no friends because i never go out. I am way too shy and have social anxiety. I just want to be happy and have fun in life, but i really dont see that happening. Anyways, do you think things happen for a reason and life does get better? Thanks
2007-11-22
11:13:37
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