Everytime i try i new thing, i end up being depressed.
Latest is was the Urantia Book.
It looked nice at first, but after i found out, that only less than 1% survives eternally (i want it to be 100%), i became so very depressed, because this book seems so convincing.
I'am a very unsuccesful retard, selfish dick, hateful etc. I know i can't change, and thats why i know, that if the Urantia Book is it, then i'm going to die, but i still feel like the book is telling the truth.
I can't even flee from this problem by commiting suicide, so verything is feeling so hopeless!
I don't know what to believe, but i'm very very afraid dying.
Please help!
2007-10-17
00:43:05
·
17 answers
·
asked by
Anonymous
in
Religion & Spirituality