It was only like a year ago I was pretty positive, upbeat kind of guy. I was a good christian, but I was never one to tell people how to live their lives.
Now, though, I'm a totally different person. I mean, I *act* the same, when I'm around friends and family, but I feel so worthless anymore. Thanks to some really shitty friends, and the people I once loved treating me like I'm totally useless, I've lost all faith in God. It's not that I'm "angry" with him (I was at one point, though), but I have lost the belief of his existance.
The thing is, I feel like my life has no meaning anymore. I question why I still go on, when my life shows no hope of improving. I think the worst thing, is I feel *I'm* the one to blame, and that makes me dislike myself anymore. I'm really self-conscious, plus overweight, so I really just feel more and more like a total failure.
What's happened to me? And what can I possibly do to add meaning to my life? Is there a way to become religious again?
2007-09-24
04:37:33
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Jared C
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