why was i gay? what did i do to deserve this burden? i am 17 and i feel that my life is a disaster! i just want to die or maybe become mental, bcoz that way i wont have to face being gay anymore! i fee that being gay is a burden, coz every time i pass by people look at me and they talk about me, and i hate that! on top of that it is not easy to find love in the gay community! i get straihght guys who just want my money and my other things(coz i have to admit i am from a rich family) so most straight guys use me. i always have crushes on straight people who dont even care that i exist. i try to hate these guys thinking that it will help, but it does not, it just makes me love them even more! i try to look straight, coz i have come out 2 almost everybody except my family! it always hurts to see my friends at school with their boyfriends! its easy for them to get guys coz they r straight, right? i hate life, i hate being a teenager!
why am i gay? i hate myself! iam desperate,useless...
2007-07-18
07:40:35
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lonelyfinger
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender