I'm 26 male and insecure b/c I haven't had a girlfriend, kissed a girl, or had sex with a girl. I get very nervous around attractive girls. I was a virgin until 23 when I met a guy online just to lose my virginity. I was w/ a guy b/c I didn't expect to be w/ a girl anytime soon. I've been w/ several guys since then, all met online. I fantasize and am attracted to girls, but cannot get with girls. Girls flirt w/ me, but I dont have the confidence to act. The only people that seem to want me are the guys I meet online. Sometime when I was 6-8 yrs old, my grandfather groped my crotch once. My grandmother saw and told me to never tell my parents, which I still haven't b/c my grandfather passed and it's a small issue. I remember being a sexual person even before this incident. I used to hang out with mostly girls and play with dolls b/c I wanted to be close to girl friends. Only after an adult counselor chided me did I start to hang out with guys only and become closed off to females.
2006-08-08
11:41:41
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