I'm not gonna make any excuses. I'm in a horrible position in my life because of myself, and I've got noone to blame. Honestly, I've thought about just giving up for quite some time now, but now, everything that's ever went wrong, every person I've had some sort of traumatic experience, seems to just be all around me (not figuratively; i mean literally).Ever since I was a kid, I've had poor self-esteem, and every day, *somebody* bashes something about me, to the point I actually wish I were dead.
I guess the stupidest part, though, is that the only reason I'm still hanging on, is because how much I love my family. I've brought up that I've had the feelings in the past, but they always seem to just totally dismiss it. Now, I'm broke, the only woman I ever cared about (and broke my heart) is moving back, and noone seems to even give a **** that I don't want to be around her. But the thought of my family being sad, because of me, makes me feel even more depressed. How can I start over?
2007-08-14
17:37:39
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3 answers
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Jared C
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