I feel really awful typing this out. I was sexually abused as a child, but unlike the normal population, I'm almost "happy" that it happened. It's not like I enjoyed it, but I liked he paid attention to me. My parents were busy at work and hardly making money, so I lived at my grandparents for a few years (he lived with them at 30 years old!). It was my uncle, and I was a little kid, so it's not like I understood what was happening. But to this day, I feel "special." I know it's wrong, but it's like I was pretty enough to be picked out. I was his special little girl. I feel so loved, even to this day. I cried when my parents came to take me back...I barely knew who they were at that point. Family members figured it out because he always wanted to spend time with me. He would take me out to fun places all the time, "help me" fall asleep at night, help me take a shower (when I was at my younger ages), etc. Then at a doctor's appointment, my vagina was "stretched beyond what was normal"
2007-03-25
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