I was hired for a good position, had a very awkward start, & realized that the job was a huge stretch for me. I'm keeping my head above water
That said, since my start date (a few months ago), I have been tried for all I'm worth. I tend to be shy and don't have much experience public speaking, and I was asked to help with speaking in front of a large group without any prep, been humiliated in front of the rest of the staff, been ogled by male coworkers I work with often (oh, yes, I have large breasts) -- I have psychological issues and this tauting and teasing just shone a light right on them all. I was an anxious mess and left the office on more than one occasion. Still, they never fired me (yet), and I need the money and the benefits, and cannot take lower pay
My confidence, however, has been at an all time low. My supervisor fakes having confidence in me, and this intimidates me. I feel like such an underling when I'm with the core group I work with. How do I counteract all this?
2007-12-17
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