im 30 years old, i have borderline personality disorder.
ive had a very hard, traumatic, distressfull life, all my life.
i was sexually abused as a toddler...to summerize my life, i have been bullied throughout secondary school...never gained qualifications.....suffered street assaults.....been mugged when i lived in rough areas....spent 18 months in a psychiatric hospital....because i said things to psychiatrists as a cry for help...i made myself out to be dangerous......i have a criminal record for a common assault....carrying a knife when i lived in a dangerous area.
im actively trying to get help from the psychiatric services....but it feels as though im stigmad...& im being ostracized by people.
for a long time now...whenever i go out...people have this standoffish, aloofness towards me........i get stared at...lingering looks from people.....like im being singled out.
this behaviour from people has been happening to me for a long time, but ive tried to ignore it.
2007-12-03
04:54:48
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