I've been so busy these past months.. I dont have time for God, time for family, time for social events..its like I've been severed from reality and society. I didnt even know it until now. I just dont want life to pass me by.
I always chose to work instead of play. I feel addicted and its ******* up my life. I analyze everything like it is a school assignment.. i just cant let it flow.. i always have to`ask why and I end up taking a different direction compared to everyone else, making me go against the mainstream. I'm am addicted. Just like crack addicts just stay home and smoke that ****, I stay home do work. I dont have any other part of my life than that. I left Maryland with unresolved problems. I should have stayed and resolved the problems before leaving but i didnt because all i could think about was going to college.. Yes im doing well, im top 10% but thats all i have....I can't find the balance. I go out and I start freaking out because i think i should be home work
2007-12-07
18:06:16
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