Why is it that that I like to be demeaned, put down, and otherwise abused emotionally? My mind says I hate it! But in some sick and twisted way, I get turned on in a sexual way by this.
Is this something genetic, something caused by events in my life, or is it just a choice I made and am trying to excuse it?
I do have issues with depression and social anxiety. I just want some help.
Also, nobody in the world, other than random online people who know my screen name and not my real name, know this. Not even my therapist. And yes I see a therapist so please no cracks about me being an insane sicko or whatever.
I seriously want advice on what to do, or if i should tell anyone.
2007-10-18
14:30:42
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Psychology