i feel so depressed?

Question

i feel like garbage i am so unhappy right now so so unhappy i drag my fingers as i type so much stuff in my life right now its all burdening me. i have felt depressed from all this but never this much. it feels so painful like my heart hurts.. i dont want to feel like this anymore.....................

Answer 1

Without God's love, you will always crave more and more and never be content.

Without a friend that gives you an honest answer when you want one, who gives you one out of love, you will always feel some misery. And if you only have friends that flatter you, you may be depressed knowing that they are doing so because they want to take advantage of you in some way rather than truly loving you, or loving you with a pure love, love which isn't self-seeking.

Also, you may have a poor diet which is causing a chemical imbalance or making you depressed due to its blandness, have past trauma that is still bothering you because you don't know how to deal with it or because it was very painful, are encountering unpleasant smells often (like perhaps from a new rug which smells bad), have bland surroundings (you may want to decorate your walls with posters), have unpleasant parents, don't have friends or ones that give you bad to no advice when you ask for the help or when it's obvious you need it, you may have a boring getting-no-where life, or you may feel as if you're not getting your way in general (which frustrates everyone who feels that way).

I had problems with depression and suicide due to my parents neglecting my education, including knowledge about right from wrong, and not having much interesting or helpful to do. I also got bullied at school for how I was dressed and appeared before I was 14 and of course, instead of the bullies being punished I was the one who got stuck in a miserable substitute for a "normal" public high school and had next to no friends while there (and still have about none). Soon after attending that school I was bullied by the police off an on a few times. Other miserable things happened including being repeatedly kicked out and being mistreated at nearly all the jobs I had by coworkers or bosses who harassed me out of them. But, God saved me and helped me beat my depression and allowed and helped me to accomplish some great things that I can take comfort in having accomplished no matter how miserable. I'm still depressed sometimes, but it's not as bad now since he's opened my eyes.

Check out the link in my profile if you are interested in spiritual help, which I found has been a lasting and permanent solution heading towards perfect peace. I hope you show the link to others.

Answer 2

You know they sell modeling clay , almost any of the department stores , have you ever thought about trying to make a horses head , the beauty of clay is, if you scrape a piece off and you decide that didn't look so good you can always add more , where as if it's wood and you scrape a piece off ,,, it's off ,,,oops, they make great gifts ,, their hand made

Answer 3

You need to talk to a professional. If you have a minister, talk to him/her. If not, check the phone book. There are confidential places you can go to and talk to a professional for free. And if necessary you can be put on medication. But dont sit alone and feel sad.

Answer 4

you need to find someone that you can talk to. A real close friend that you know that you can trust or a teacher..someone! You don't need to keep this all inside and you don't need to try to do this on your own.....I know that it seems like your world is coming to an end...but find someone to talk to...please!