dealing with a sort of perfectionism that seems to get in my way. Schoolwork, life planning, I get overwhelmed at the thought of any extra activity or even anything extra to think about or decide on....i am anxious and worried and it seems to almost be such a part of me that I don't even realize it. I feel it though, I feel it aging me, I am so scared that I am going to make the wrong decision...or that I have not done my paper quite right...or good enough...in the end....I end up just stuck, scared to make any decisions about my future for fear of them being wrong.....I don't know, sounds crazy I know, but it's making me crazy, really, Im so sick of doing this to myself but I don't know how to chill out...or be satisfied with anything I do, it's no fun, anyone understand this. briefly I want to add that I was a crystal meth addict for 2+ years, been clean for 14 months, working a great job, stable environment... lost my daughter because of meth, this definitely adds to my worries.
2006-10-31
17:14:47
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