I'm almost 40 YO male, plenty of cash in bank, and feel like my life is so empty. I have been hurt by American woman quite a few times and just can't seem to ever trust them again.. Anyway, the beginning of this year, I went to ASIA and became extremely reckless and had unprotected sex with many many woman. I had this wanton attitude like I'm going to live for today and I'm tired of worrying about catching HIV and dieing. And if it happens, I don't care anymore! Being almost 40 not married, no kids, I pretty much have a boring life and don't give a damm if I check out now.. Surprisingly my HIV test came back negative. How can I get more of a fulfilled life? I was thinking about sailing my sailboat across the Pacific for fun and going with only a compass. As you can see - I sort of have a death sentence to fulfill.. Please advise?
2006-11-01
22:00:59
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