Please dont' hate me for asking this question. I know it's terrible and very UNpolitically correct. I'v had 3 miscarriages and now I'm pregnant for the 4rth time. I don't do pregnancy well AT ALL. I get very sick, very irritable, VERY depressed and start hating my husband and thinking I made a mistake to marry him. This of course makes me very scared of having a baby and being STUCK with him forever. I don't feel this all the time or every day even, but every few days, and enough to cause me great deals of guilt and anxiety. My husband does nothing wrong, honestly, the worst thing he ever does is once a month he goes out with his friends and comes home an hour later than he says he will. But his very presence aggravates and depresses me. I don't feel sexually attracted to him and I'm angry that he says the stupidest things and wear the most unflattering clothes. I feel terrible that this poor baby somehow senses that I'm feeling trapped in this marriage because of the baby.
2006-07-15
17:10:45
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