i do?
im really bad with my illness right now, isolation, high panic anxiety, bad depressions each day...im 30, made no real friends in life due to my disorder and the trauma, bullying ive endured.
im trying to get the right help right now for my problems, which are dibilitating.....ive isolated myself in my apartment....the few friends ive made via the net have really helped me cope believe it or not....both 2 are in the u.s......now i dont hear from them for weeks, and i feel rejected, abandoned, like theyve been told to stop contact or not get involved with me anymore..
i have bad paranoia to that certain people want to ruin my life and prevent me doing things and prevent me doing what i want to do, making friends etc..
so im thinking, those persecutors have told these few friends, who i felt built up a rapor with, to stay away from me..
i sit in my apartment everynight, dreaming, fantasizing about the goals i have of emigration from the uk, to build a new life elsewhere
2007-10-15
12:22:54
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