suicide?????

Question

k........
so i have been thinking seriously about suicide lately. but i dont wanna kill myself really! i just keep having these overpowering thoughts!
i recently found out i can never ever have children (unless i adopt...) because of the meds i was on from my bipolar disorder....
i am 15, everyone in school hates me, i have NO friends (not kidding.. no one talks to me) and the only friend i have ever had in my life moved across the world and we never talk anymore (she ignores my emails)
i have nothing to look foreward to in life and think i should end it.....
help me.....

Answer 1

Trust me, friends in high school account for nothing. As soon as you leave school you won't speak to them, you'll realise the time you wasted with them is time you could have used to study.

What medicine are you taking that makes you completely infertile? I never heard of that before tbh.

I'm not the kind of person to dissuade someone from suicide, I believe that every human being has a right to choose their paths. You really should just think things through before you start shouting "imma kill myself". If you fail, you'll be under a lot more pressure than before the attempt. Trust me.

You're only 15. You haven't even had a chance to experience life yet. You aren't even out in the real world to experience how amazing or how awful life can be.

I recommend you stick it out until you make it to the real world. Who knows, you could win the lottery when you're 18 (:

Answer 2

Talk to your parents or the doctor who put you on those meds. Most of us have thought about suicide a few times, but those are irrational thoughts and yes things can turn on a dime . I have never heard of the meds for bipolar disorder making it impossible for you to have children. Are you sure you got that right? My sister in law has been on meds for years for her bipolar disorder and she has two kids that are just great. Being 15 can really suck and if you need help with it, there is no shame in that. I promise you that in a week or a month or a year, you will think "wow" I would have missed all of the good stuff in life just because I couldn't hang in there for a while." I know that you are stronger than you think and asking for help is nothing to feel bad about. Talk to the counselor at school or your parents or whoever you have to. Even if you need to call your local Mental health agency in the phone book. If I had a crystal ball and could see into the future, I know that you have a lot to offer and you will find your place in life. God gives each of us gifts, it is up to us to figure out what they are. You just haven't found yours yet. Hang in there and start looking.

Answer 3

Don't kill yourself your life is still worth living. You will find friends you just need to put yourself out in public and talk to people. You will find you can make friends easy if you talk to people in a friendly tone. You are only 15 years old and you just started your life. Once you get out of high school you will find life will get better. Even if you can't have children naturally adoption is not the end of the world. There is hundreds of children in the world that need a good mom, and even if they are not your biological child they will love you for being there and raising them. Two of my friends where adopted and they grew up happy lives, and they knew they were adopted. I was adopted when I was 17, and I was happy ever since. I know the feeling of having no friends because I had no friends till I got into high school.

Answer 4

Who on this earth told you that you couldn't get pregnant after being on Psychotropic Drugs for Bi Polar Disorder????? Honey it sounds like you are suffering from low self esteem. Honey you are only fifteen years old. To young to worry about having children and definitely thinking that you have no friends at school. It seems like you are going through a lot of problems with your self esteem right now and just need a friend. You can e-mail me and I will talk with you. Honey I have been on Bipolar Meds for years and still had two healthy children who are now 23 and 20. They are beautiful girls and they came out healthy even though I was on Psychotropic drugs. If you need a friend I will be your friend even though we don't know each other face to face. I am a compassionate person who is always willing to talk to anyone who needs help. Are you depressed because you think that you can't have children? If that is the case let it go because someone told you some wrong information honey. You are only fifteen and don't need to end your life because you think that you will have to adopt a child. That was some false information honey and I hope that you will realize the truth. Please you are to young to die and it would probably hurt your parents so bad that they may never recover. Please if you want to talk to someone please e mail me. Good luck honey and take care alright. God Bless.

Answer 5

i have counted atleast 5 people on here who are willing to be your friend. if you commit suicide, all your loved ones would be hurt. theres people that you don't even know of who care about you. know that there is at least 1 person SOMEWHERE, (it doesnt matter where) out there that cares about you more then you would think. think of all the good things in your life. look on the bright side. there are so many kids that need to be adopted, you could easily make the world a better place when you get older.

just think, there's always something to look forward to in your life. you can do anything if you just set your mind too it. your life is still worth living. just wait it out. talk to the people who have put their selves out there to be your friend(on here). miracles happen. just keep your head up and look ahead into the future. life comes fast, sometimes too fast, but everything will fall in place. God gave you a gift, you just haven't found it yet. whatever you do, dont do it. you can email me any time. my email is [e-mail]

Answer 6

Don't do it. I hated high school when I was 15 too. My best friend (and only) friend got popular that year and moved to go sit with the popular crowd during lunch, leaving me to sit all alone. It broke my heart. I moved to another city a few months later, little changed. I was really shy, so I didn't make friends at the new school either. I used to spend lunches in the bathroom. I vividly remember the hurtful things people used to tell me. It felt like this would never end. I used to cut myself because I just hurt so badly. It did end though. I just needed to learn not to care what people thought. Thats what you NEED to do. If you pretend to be confident, pretty soon it will just come naturally. People gravitate toward confidant friendly people. If you want someone to talk to about these kinds of things my myspace page is http://www.myspace.com/luckylady2108

Answer 7

so like, people at school know that u can never have children? and if u cant that's okay coz it's not ur fault and suicide never helps, trust me, and if ur "ex" friend ignores emails she is not worth you and you are much better than her at some point in her life she will understand that she's wrong, i think u should not worry about the freaks who hate u for no reason. just be urself, stay nice u will find some real good and sincere ppl in life. never annouce that u cant have kids but never hide the fact either. sweety, if nobody talks to u in school u always have family (parents) with u. =D

Answer 8

Talk to your school or parents ASAP!!!! I am in my 20's and hated high school. Just weight it out. They say your teens are the best years of life but that's just not true they are the hardest time of a girls life!!!!! After high school you will see that things you thought were important just aren't. The so called "popular kids" don't mean anything anymore. Everyone goes in different directions in life and you will too. Just keep your head up and remember even if you cant think of anything to look forward to now things will come to you. This is your life and sometimes we are not always happy or content we have to make our self's happy and fight our depression. Its a struggle but all girls are strong so I'm sure you are and you can fight it. Also exercise really does help with depression it releases certain chemicals in your brain...so please try running outside or on a treadmill.

Answer 9

honey lemme tell you right now i dont even know you but i do know your way to beautiful to take your life that shoudnt even be a thought god made nooooooooo mistakes while making any of his children and you should rejoice in having life one earth ive been there ive had times when my so called "best friends" talked about me behind my back and til this day i stil have the same enemies that ive had since the 6th grade im now in the 11th and i think thats rediculous but if the want to waist there time talkin bout me then thats fine it acsually shoud make you feel good that people want to talk a bout chu because that means that you on dai mind and that the have nothing better to do than think a bout chu when really there condition is alot worse but if u ever need someone to talk to my email address is [e-mail] u have friends u just dont kno it yet

Answer 10

DON'T! there is so much to live for! think of happy things! if you are happy and positive other people will see that and might want to be your friend! there are also so many kids that NEED a parent to adopt them. it's not the end of everything. maybe things worked out this way because you were supposed to adopt a child and really make a difference in someones life. you have been through hard times so maybe this will all come together and it might turn out you end up adopting a kid who has haad hard times too and really needs someone to love them and understand...like YOU!! see the beauty of nature and that u are beautiful and wonderfull just the way you are and keep your head up. life is a woonderful thing dont throw it away! keep smiling!